Loser

Well, I haven't had another episode like I wrote about in my last post so that fear has started to ebb a bit. Although I still am a little scared that it might happen again.

Anyway, about last month or so, I was doing some google searches on dying my hair and make-up tips. Your general run-of-the-mill tips that you find in Cosmo and Glamour do not apply to me since I am not white. Drugstore dyes don't work on my hair. And advice on how to put on eyeshadow found in those magazines don't really work well on Asian eyes.

Well, the results kept directing me to this one forum. I think it started out as a Korean forum, but it has a whole lot of different Asians (and non-Asians, too) on there. I've been addicted ever since. Beauty tips galore! Clothes advice! New trends! What stores are having sales! Coupon codes!

I told the husband that I wanted a bunch of things. A wig, contact lenses, new make-up. He just looked at me like I was crazy.

The super sad pathetic part of this is that I think the average member age is 14. I will be 35 in May.